Realms Restored 4.2 — Baldur's Gate 3

[rusty_shackleford]

dark urge is dead in the last act if you picked a different origin, and it's a white dragonborn

It won't be a white dragonborn if we don't want it to be a white dragonborn. Mods.

there's an oblivion gate in my skyrim

[logincrash]

dark urge is dead in the last act if you picked a different origin, and it's a white dragonborn

Vanilla BG3 is also full of ******* and *******.

[rusty_shackleford]

dark urge is dead in the last act if you picked a different origin, and it's a white dragonborn

Vanilla BG3 is also full of ******* and *******.

well, yes, those are unrealistic

[loregamer]

dark urge is dead in the last act if you picked a different origin, and it's a white dragonborn

Dragonborns were added late into development. Clearly they didn't write Durge's story with him being one in mind. It was a sloppy decision that contradicts the backstory they already wrote

[rusty_shackleford]

dark urge is dead in the last act if you picked a different origin, and it's a white dragonborn

Dragonborns were added late into development. Clearly they didn't write Durge's story with him being one in mind. It was a sloppy decision that contradicts the backstory they already wrote

don't see why dark urge being a dragonborn makes you guys so upset

[loregamer]

He's rustyposting

[rusty_shackleford]

https://www.google.com/search?q=modder's megalomania

[Oyster Sauce]

Unatomic DNM

[orinEsque]

I know. you can pay. And we'll restore your dragonborn durge .

[roldet]

Tav this durge that faggotass made up words. Return to "custom character".

[orinEsque]

Tav this durge that faggotass made up words. Return to "custom character".

Both are custom characters, technically.

[Niggler]

I know. you can pay. And we'll restore your dragonborn durge .

I'll pay for a month of platinum if you restore dragonborn durge.

[orinEsque]

I know. you can pay. And we'll restore your dragonborn durge .

I'll pay for a month of platinum if you restore dragonborn durge.

*checks bg3 modding market rate* That'll be $75 to moddershq

[Karmic Acumen]

Tav this durge that faggotass made up words. Return to "custom character".

I'd also like 'Custom Character' to return, 'Soulless Husk' is pretty condescending to people who just want to roleplay a regular, sane human being. Why, a psychologist might make a living off profiling clients that equate the average joe with not having a soul, but this isn't that type of forum.

Since it proved possible to add the hint about 'play durge as a human or helf' it should be possible to add an explanation in the same place about the difference between custom character and dark urge.

[Varkcus]

I noticed also that the some lolth sworn Drow have glowing red eyes but no option for that in character creation?

I'm about to start a run as a drow (once I've reinstalled the game and these mods) and was going to have those awesome glowing red eyes. You sure the option's not there? I remember seeing the glowing eyes for normal elves in the CC, so I assumed drow would have them too.

I went through every eye option, and I didn't see any for the Drow. it feels weird being the only Drow without glowing eyes. I even looked for a separate mod and got crap results. kind of frustrating for a detail so small.

[Trickster]

No.

First, Durge wasn't born of a mortal mother, so the demographics of the city are irrelevant. (White dragons are the most violent and murderous among the evil dragons so they're actually a decent choice for an avatar of Bhaal.)

Second, Durge didn't "blend in" Baldur's Gate - he didn't have a double life as a shopkeeper or whatever and cult leader by night. When he reached maturity and got tutored by Sceleritas Fel, he moved into the Temple of Bhaal from which he went out to commit murders. Nobody in the city except Bhaalists and Gortash remember him.

(Another white dragonborn was actually one of his victims, though of course the prequel story outright has a White DB Sorcerer appearance so it's only as "canon" as the default race: https://forgottenrealms.fandom.com/wiki ... dur's_Gate)

I'm assuming that "No." was a slight, so I decided to effortpost

I went through the Dark Urge's backstory pretty thoroughly, cross-referencing dialogue files, the localization data, in-game documents, and the Blood in Baldur's Gate prequel. There's a lot more going on than "moved into the Temple, went out to commit murders."

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1. "Demographics of the city are irrelevant"

First, Durge wasn't born of a mortal mother, so the demographics of the city are irrelevant.

True, Durge wasn't born of a mortal mother. Bhaal sculpted him from his own gore [1]:

• Sceleritas Fel: "You were not conceived. Bhaal sculpted you from a drop of his own gore."
• Durge to Naaber: "I was sculpted from a slice of Bhaal's own dead flesh. I have no birthday." [2]

But that actually makes the city demographics more relevant, not less. Bhaal chose what body to make. And the body he made had a very specific job: lead the cult of murder in Baldur's Gate, build a conspiracy that required meeting arms dealers, diabolists, and political figures face-to-face, move through a human city for decades, and stay under the radar of the Flaming Fist.

If you're sculpting a weapon to operate in a human-majority city, you make it something that blends in. Durge grew up with foster parents in a poor Baldurian neighbourhood [3], walked through the Lower City to the Devil's Fee, gave beggars coins specifically to avoid Flaming Fist suspicion [4], got away with twenty years of unsolved murders, and was observed by Guild spies who described him only as "a known Bhaalist leader" without noting any distinguishing physical features.

All of that points to someone who didn't turn heads walking down the street. In Baldur's Gate, that's a Human.

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2. "Durge didn't blend in"

Durge didn't "blend in" Baldur's Gate - he didn't have a double life as a shopkeeper or whatever and cult leader by night.

No double life as a shopkeeper, sure. But "didn't blend in at all" is flat out contradicted by the game.

Walking the streets, dodging the Fist

• Sceleritas Fel: "There was one time you gave a beggar some coin while we were en route to the Devil's Fee."
• Sceleritas Fel: "I still have nightmares about it to this day. But I'm sure you only did so to lower the suspicions of the Flaming Fist. Surely?" [5]

The Devil's Fee is Helsik's shop in the Lower City, a busy commercial district. Durge walked there on foot with Sceleritas, passing beggars and Flaming Fist patrols. Sceleritas explicitly says Durge performed small acts of normalcy to avoid drawing attention from law enforcement. You don't worry about "lowering suspicions" if nobody can see you. Durge moved through public spaces and understood that looking normal mattered for him.

Now picture a Dragonborn doing this. Or a Githyanki. Or a Drow. Tossing a coin to a beggar doesn't make you blend in when you're the only member of your species on the block. That beggar, who turns out to be a Guild spy, would remember you forever.

The Guild had eyes on them

• Himberloo's spy report (in-game document): "The arms dealer Gortash, along with a known Bhaalist leader, met yesterday with Helsik for a considerable period. Upon leaving the shop, I overheard Gortash to remark, 'What did I tell you? If Helsik can get us into the House of Hope, she can get us into Mephistar, too.'" [6]

A Guild spy watched Durge walk into Helsik's shop with Gortash and wrote him up as "a known Bhaalist leader." Look at what the report doesn't say. No mention of race. No "a Dragonborn." No "a Drow." Any half-decent spy would lead with the most physically distinctive feature of his mark. The report's silence on race tells you Durge looked unremarkable in a Baldurian crowd. Human.

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3. "Reached maturity, moved into the Temple"

When he reached maturity and got tutored by Sceleritas Fel, he moved into the Temple of Bhaal from which he went out to commit murders.

The timeline here is off. Durge didn't go straight from birth to Sceleritas to the Temple. There were years of independent life in Baldur's Gate before any of that.

Years outside the Temple

• Sceleritas Fel: "Orin was born and raised in the Temple, but you spent many years on your own before you found your way back home." [7]

Sceleritas draws a direct contrast with Orin. Orin grew up in the Temple. Durge did not. He was on his own for "many years" before finding his way there. "Home" is Sceleritas's word for the Temple, but it wasn't where Durge started.

Childhood in the streets

• Narrator (recovered memory): "Children darting their way through the city streets of the Gate, chasing one another. While you hunt like a lion, your tag touch is gentle." [8]
• Narrator: "Foster parents who cared for a lost Bhaalspawn? Dreams of your own future, before the awakening of the Urge?"
• Durge: "It's very faint... but I think that a foster family looked after me before I ended up in the Temple of Bhaal."

Durge was raised by foster parents in a poor neighbourhood of Baldur's Gate. Played with other kids in the streets. Had a life before the Urge kicked in for him. The wiki confirms: "taken in by a poor couple in Baldur's Gate... had a relatively peaceful childhood for a time, before succumbing to the Urge." [9]

Then the darker memory hits:

• Narrator: "A little Urge, not even an adolescent, stands with a tiny dagger atop a bloody heap. Two-bedroom cottage. Relative squalor. Poor part of the city. Indiscriminate whole-family kill."

Two-bedroom cottage. Relative squalor. Poor part of the city. That's a Baldurian working-class household. Try fitting a Githyanki child into that picture: a species born in creches on the Astral Plane, adopted by a poor couple in the Gate, playing tag with human kids. It falls apart immediately.

Sceleritas came later

• Sceleritas Fel: "I was sent to guide you to your birthright, on the day my vile Lord reached his age of majority." [10]

Sceleritas was sent when Durge reached adulthood. And it was only after more time that he ended up in the Temple. The actual order:

1. Created by Bhaal, left in the city
2. Raised by poor foster parents in Baldur's Gate
3. Played with other children in the streets
4. Urge awakened pre-adolescence; murdered the foster family
5. Sceleritas sent at "age of majority"
6. Eventually found their way to the Temple ("back home")
7. Rose to head the Temple and become Bhaal's Chosen

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4. "Went out to commit murders"

he moved into the Temple of Bhaal from which he went out to commit murders.

"Went out to commit murders" is a huge oversimplification. Durge wasn't some serial killer sneaking out at night. He was the co-architect of the entire Absolute crisis, the central conflict of the entire game. Building that required serious engagement with people and places across the city and beyond.

The conspiracy, step by step

Gortash's memoir outline [11] spells it out:

1. "I realise the secret worship of Bhaal is also on the resurgence and acquaint myself with the local leader, an actual Bhaalspawn." Gortash found Durge and met him in person.
2. "The Bhaalspawn and I work together on a heist from the House of Wonders and, discovering common goals, forge an alliance." The House of Wonders is the great temple of Gond, a major public building in the city. Durge personally helped rob it.
3. "The Bhaalspawn and I employ a diabolist's services to gain access to Mephistar and steal the Crown." They went to Helsik's shop in the Lower City, cut a deal, and got a portal to the Hells.
4. "We three Chosen use the Crown to enslave the Colony's elder brain." Durge personally placed the Crown of Karsus on the Elder Brain [12]. The Netherbrain remembers: "You brought the Crown to me, Bhaalspawn" and calls him its "old kingmaker."

On top of all that, Durge ran a city-wide murder campaign:

• Gortash: "In Bhaal's name, you set your bloody daggers to cause panic in the streets, killing in the Absolute's name." [13]
• Narrator: "It was you who first put together the plot of the Absolute. As the greatest Bhaalian assassin in your prime, you were due to bring devastation to the mortal planes with the Absolute's legions."

And exchanged coded letters with Gortash:

• Chosen of Bhaal: "Your proposal is intriguing. Tell me more about the Crown of Karsus."
  Chosen of Bane: "We steal it from Mephistopheles himself. And I know who can get us there, a diabolist named Helsik."

This isn't "went out to commit murders." This is meeting arms dealers, hiring diabolists, robbing public landmarks, travelling to Moonrise Towers, exchanging coded intelligence, and getting clocked by Guild spies in the process. All of it required actually being present in the city.

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5. "Nobody except Bhaalists and Gortash remember him"

Nobody in the city except Bhaalists and Gortash remember him.

For ordinary citizens, mostly true. But the actual list of people who knew Durge goes beyond "Bhaalists and Gortash":

• All Bhaal cultists who revere him as their former leader. One says: "You have returned... You were the one who first fed me flesh." Another: "Retake your throne, and we shall feast once more."
• Enver Gortash, who greets him as "my favourite assassin" and says "I tolerated Orin, but I liked you." [14]
• Sarevok Anchev, who calls him "the youngest Unholy Assassin ever" and says "Bhaal has never had a more gifted prodigy." [15]
• Orin the Red, who calls Durge "Master" and says "My grandfather ruled this city. A slaughterhouse ripened for my blades, and you stole it." [16]
• Kressa Bonedaughter, who instantly recognizes him: "Wait... By the Bone Lord, it's you!" She's a Myrkulite, not a Bhaalist. [17]
• The Netherbrain itself: "You brought the Crown to me, Bhaalspawn." Calls him its "old kingmaker."
• Guild intelligence, which had Durge clocked as "a known Bhaalist leader" through street-level spies.
• Devella Fountainhead, a Flaming Fist investigator: "Saw your old office, rancid stuff. It's going to take me years to start matching all the murders you're responsible for against all the unsolved cases I have from the last 20 years."

That last one matters a lot. Twenty years of unsolved murders. Durge killed across Baldur's Gate for two straight decades without the Fist identifying him. That only works if you don't stand out. A Human serial killer in a city of hundreds of thousands of Humans? Needle in a haystack. A Dragonborn? There are maybe a handful in the entire Gate. The Fist would have had a suspect description after the second killing.

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6. The Dragonborn default isn't canon

(White dragons are the most violent and murderous among the evil dragons so they're actually a decent choice for an avatar of Bhaal.)

That's fun flavour reasoning, but the game doesn't back it up. The white Dragonborn appearance is a marketing choice, not lore:

• The bg3.wiki says outright: "The Dark Urge has a 'default' appearance as a white Dragonborn, although this is not canon." [18]
• Zero core DU dialogue references the Dragonborn form. Not Sceleritas, not Gortash, not Orin, not Sarevok, not Bhaal. Nobody.
• The only race-conditional DU dialogue in the entire game is at the Murder Tribunal, where an NPC says: "I've never heard of a dragonborn Bhaalspawn." The game treats Dragonborn Durge as surprising and unprecedented, not canonical.
• The game separately references Abazigal from BG2: "The only dragon born of Bhaal's line." If Abazigal was the only draconic Bhaalspawn ever, a Dragonborn Durge would be a first.

On age: Durge was already active as an adult killer in 1477 DR during the Blood in Baldur's Gate prequel. BG3 is 1492 DR [19]. That puts him at minimum 33, probably somewhere in the 33-50 range. Young-to-middle-aged, grew up in Baldur's Gate within living memory. Not some ancient being from a different era.

The "200 years" line that sometimes comes up ("After two hundred years, you are the only pureblood Bhaalspawn left") doesn't refer to Durge's age. It's about the time since Bhaal started siring Bhaalspawn, going back before the Time of Troubles in 1358 DR [20]. In those two centuries, every other pureblood died off. Durge is the last one standing.

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The Dark Urge is not a blank slate. He's got the richest pre-game backstory of any BG3 origin, and it's tied to Baldur's Gate at every level:

• Created and left in the city. Sculpted by Bhaal, abandoned.
• Raised there. Foster parents in a poor neighbourhood. Playing tag in the streets.
• Murdered there for 20+ years. Unsolved killings across the Gate.
• Led the cult there. Head of the Temple of Bhaal. Had an office, a chamber, a throne.
• Conspired there. Met Gortash. Robbed the House of Wonders. Visited the Devil's Fee. Hired Helsik. Coded correspondence. Traveled to Moonrise.
• Was observed there. Guild spies identified him as "a known Bhaalist leader."
• Hunted there. "The Gate was my hunting ground." "This city is my abattoir."
• Blended in there. Gave beggars coins to keep the Flaming Fist off his back.

All of this is easiest as a Human in a Human city. Some of it is only plausible as a Human. Twenty years of unsolved murders by a seven-foot Dragonborn is implausible. A Githyanki kid adopted by a poor Baldurian couple, playing tag in the streets, unlikely. A Drow can't just walk into the Devil's Fee inconspicuously in a city where the game literally has NPCs threaten and recoil from Drow on sight.

Yes, nobody's stopping you from playing a Dragonborn or Drow Durge. But the story the game wrote, the childhood, the streets, the conspiracy, the spy reports, the Flaming Fist, the twenty years of getting away with it, that story fits a Human. The further you go from that, the more of it you have to explain away.

This is why we added the very soft suggestion that player picks Human or Helf. It's just a tooltip to make the backstory more plausible once it's revealed to you.

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Sources: bg3.wiki: The Dark Urge | Sceleritas Fel | Enver Gortash | Orin | Sarevok | Kressa Bonedaughter | Helsik | Crown of Karsus | Timeline | The Urge (quest) | Blood in Baldur's Gate | FR Wiki: Bhaal | All in-game quotes verified against english.loca.xml in BG3 UnpackedData (Patch 8).

Playing the Dark Urge as a gay argonian lizard simply doesn't work from the perspective of the lore and narrative that Larian established themselves. I think they made him this race for the same reason Wyll is Black: to pander to the herd of cookie-cutter "inclusive and diverse" woke redditors who love roleplaying all sorts of freaks, like pink-haired tieflings and various gaudy, stupid furries.

One of the main traits that distinguishes a good villain from a bad one is unpredictability, the unknown, and mystery. A human who is tormented and suffers from destructive urges trying to find their cause or fully indulging in them, leaving the player asking "what’s wrong with him", simply looks better in this role than a literal giant lizard with red eyes. Lizard looks and feels alien enough to a human to just be a monster by nature, which kills the mystery and any genuine interest in him.
You can't feel any sympathy for him because he's a motherfucking lizard; his evil deeds don't land because that's just what you expect from a creature like that. His race ruins the immersion in nearly every scene, particularly when he's supposed to be "hiding" his murders (Yeah, it definitely wasn't the white, red-eyed lizard that looks like a **** demon. Must've been the wind). And of course, a repenting lizard looks absolutely farcical and ridiculous.

[ModdersHQ]

I went through every eye option, and I didn't see any for the Drow.

Eye glow for Drow was restored with RR Drow 2.1 update and we never retracted that feature; I just checked on a fresh instance with only Aesthetics, Heads and Drow installed and everything works beautifully.
If you are looking through colours Drow red, Drow pink, Drow purple — those actually never had any glow, not even with original mod Glow Eyes for Everyone (or something like that). At least, not at the time when we fetched those eye presets, there might've been an update to the mod since then.

We also might make a special preset for Drow player characters to have red iris glow that mimics curent glow of existing drow NPCs in Realms Restored.
And if you want even more eye colours to glow there is Eye Glow Alt, that expands on gemstone colours.

In fact, if we haven't done so already the same durge treatment should be given to the corspe @ModdersHQ

Corpse should be already as human as Durge himself.

[Niggler]

I know. you can pay. And we'll restore your dragonborn durge .

I'll pay for a month of platinum if you restore dragonborn durge.

*checks bg3 modding market rate* That'll be $75 to moddershq

I thought the bg3 modding market was for paywalling ****. Also, I seriously am considering spending a little on platinum, but probably not 75 ******* dollars lol, that's like 75% of my bank balance right now.

[orinEsque]

I'll pay for a month of platinum if you restore dragonborn durge.

*checks bg3 modding market rate* That'll be $75 to moddershq

I thought the bg3 modding market was for paywalling ****. Also, I seriously am considering spending a little on platinum, but probably not 75 ******* dollars lol, that's like 75% of my bank balance right now.

Funny. Nexus thought the same thing... moddERShq is NOT the same as modhq/rpghq.

The former is a group of forum users that mod. The latter is the website owned by Rusty Shackleford. The two are not the same.

[Niggler]

*checks bg3 modding market rate* That'll be $75 to moddershq

I thought the bg3 modding market was for paywalling ****. Also, I seriously am considering spending a little on platinum, but probably not 75 ******* dollars lol, that's like 75% of my bank balance right now.

Funny. Nexus thought the same thing... moddERShq is NOT the same as modhq/rpghq.

The former is a group of forum users that mod. The latter is the website owned by Rusty Shackleford. The two are not the same.

Ah I see, thanks.

[Niggler]

Also this might be kind of a nitpick, but I'm kinda irked that a lot of the foids in RR look the same as mine, headwise. I know you guys took head mods from Nexus (I don't care, **** them commies) but I feel like my characters stand out more when surrounded by ugly ****, probably just a silver lining. Otherwise, this mod looks great. Idk why y'all are obsessed about dragonborn though, I feel like the 'furry' title goes to tabaxi and Halsin romancers.

[orinEsque]

Also this might be kind of a nitpick, but I'm kinda irked that a lot of the foids in RR look the same as mine, headwise. I know you guys took head mods from Nexus (I don't care, **** them commies) but I feel like my characters stand out more when surrounded by ugly ****, probably just a silver lining. Otherwise, this mod looks great. Idk why y'all are obsessed about dragonborn though, I feel like the 'furry' title goes to tabaxi and Halsin romancers.

There's a lack of good head mods. We are stretched enough as it is. If you want your personal nitpicks fixed, I suggest saving up.



(aside) You heard that right ******, your head mod wasn't chosen cuz it was ******* ****.

[Niggler]

Also this might be kind of a nitpick, but I'm kinda irked that a lot of the foids in RR look the same as mine, headwise. I know you guys took head mods from Nexus (I don't care, **** them commies) but I feel like my characters stand out more when surrounded by ugly ****, probably just a silver lining. Otherwise, this mod looks great. Idk why y'all are obsessed about dragonborn though, I feel like the 'furry' title goes to tabaxi and Halsin romancers.

There's a lack of good head mods. We are stretched enough as it is. If you want your personal nitpicks fixed, I suggest saving up.



(aside) You heard that right ******, your head mod wasn't chosen cuz it was ******* ****.

That's alright, I'm not upset about it and the NPC's look 10x better than before, I'd even consider using it if I weren't considering making YT vids of my playthroughs (like boss fights and **** on honour + tactician enhanced), I would probably get nuked. I wouldn't really care but I just don't think I'm ready for that yet lol

Edit: jew

[loregamer]

Also this might be kind of a nitpick, but I'm kinda irked that a lot of the foids in RR look the same as mine, headwise.

Why are you playing a female character as a man?

[Niggler]

Also this might be kind of a nitpick, but I'm kinda irked that a lot of the foids in RR look the same as mine, headwise.

Why are you playing a female character as a man?

Cause I feel like it. Almost all the male PC's nowadays are emasculated except for Commander Shepard anyway. And I also play male characters as well, just depends on what I feel like doing.

[Tangerine]

I'd also like 'Custom Character' to return, 'Soulless Husk' is pretty condescending to people who just want to roleplay a regular, sane human being. Why, a psychologist might make a living off profiling clients that equate the average joe with not having a soul, but this isn't that type of forum.

I took it to mean that it's soulless until you put one in it with your character creation choices.

[Bhaalspawn Jr]

I noticed also that the some lolth sworn Drow have glowing red eyes but no option for that in character creation?

I'm about to start a run as a drow (once I've reinstalled the game and these mods) and was going to have those awesome glowing red eyes. You sure the option's not there? I remember seeing the glowing eyes for normal elves in the CC, so I assumed drow would have them too.

I went through every eye option, and I didn't see any for the Drow. it feels weird being the only Drow without glowing eyes. I even looked for a separate mod and got crap results. kind of frustrating for a detail so small.

Been looking through eye mods and found these:

Poesielibre's Iris Atelier - Eye Colors

Feywild Eyes - Eye Color Collection

Eyes of the Beholder

Looks like they have what we're looking for:

22059-1774195655-2089507086.webp

9097-1714500986-496243422.webp

315-1647607649-1983850784.webp

I'll try them out once I have the game installed.

[Varkcus]

I'm about to start a run as a drow (once I've reinstalled the game and these mods) and was going to have those awesome glowing red eyes. You sure the option's not there? I remember seeing the glowing eyes for normal elves in the CC, so I assumed drow would have them too.

I went through every eye option, and I didn't see any for the Drow. it feels weird being the only Drow without glowing eyes. I even looked for a separate mod and got crap results. kind of frustrating for a detail so small.

Been looking through eye mods and found these:

Poesielibre's Iris Atelier - Eye Colors

Feywild Eyes - Eye Color Collection

Eyes of the Beholder

Looks like they have what we're looking for:











I'll try them out once I have the game installed.

I think I found a something I'm Using the "Neo eyes glow" file

Neo Eyes
https://www.nexusmods.com/baldursgate3/ ... escription

And doing the dark cherry or cherry option looks pretty closely.

[Karmic Acumen]

I'd also like 'Custom Character' to return, 'Soulless Husk' is pretty condescending to people who just want to roleplay a regular, sane human being. Why, a psychologist might make a living off profiling clients that equate the average joe with not having a soul, but this isn't that type of forum.

I took it to mean that it's soulless until you put one in it with your character creation choices.

I considered this, but it's really not framed that way, and this is a rationalization. If the only point was to prompt people to play as durge, I'm sure it was possible to make durge the default option instead. Or, as I said, just put a small sentence about it at the bottom.

It's not like you don't have to choose a background for a custom character anyway, and conversely it makes it sound like you basically expel the soul of whichever origin character you might play as instead.

I'm just nitpicking here, I know, I'm always going to play with these mods regardless, but still. On the nose is on the nose, and unfortunate implications are unfortunate.

Actually, isn't durge closer to a soulless husk than any author avatar you could possibly make?

[LemonDemonGirl]

dark urge is dead in the last act if you picked a different origin, and it's a white dragonborn

Vanilla BG3 is also full of ******* and *******.

And ***** kids